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Speaking Up on River Party Culture, Outdoor Assault + Sobriety: Run Coach and Midwife Acadia Gantz | See Her Outside Podcast

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(Big news inside this episode: Acadia is coaching the brand-new trail half marathon cohort of the Trail Running Sisterhood, our scholarship program, in 2027. Applications open November 2026. Get on the waitlist here.)


Acadia Gantz started the Bear 100 four times and never finished it. The fourth attempt was the first one she ran for fun, instead of running away from something.

What she’d been running from started in her first season at a river company in Idaho: a sexual assault by a well-liked senior guide, in a culture where there was nowhere to report it and a beer after every river day looked normal. This past April, she published her story on her website. She went looking for stories from women like her in the outdoors, and she couldn’t find them.

Content note: this episode includes discussion of sexual assault, alcohol use, disordered eating, and depression. Please take care while listening.

Acadia Gantz is a midwife, running coach, dog mom, and outdoors enthusiast who lives, works, and plays in the western Maine mountains. Through Canyon Wren Coaching, she leads group runs, workshops, and retreats in Maine and New Hampshire and coaches runners virtually all over the world, helping women find their power through adventure, birth, childrearing, and everything in between.

Acadia grew up on the river in summer and knew she wanted to be a river guide long before she knew what else she wanted to do. She guided whitewater and worked ski patrol for years before becoming a midwife.

Acadia and Angie talked about:

  • Leaving Colorado State University after two years to guide rivers and work ski patrol
  • How party culture gets baked into seasonal outdoor work, and why it hid her self-medicating for years
  • The ski patrol policy that put one woman on each team and called it equality
  • What outdoor companies owe guides after a traumatic incident (hint: more than an HR person 100 miles away)
  • Getting sober, finding EMDR, and feeling lighter on her feet in the woods for the first time
  • The importance of storytelling in outdoor advocacy and women’s safety (but doing it with care)
Acadia Gantz sitting on a raft at sunrise with mountains behind her. Speaking up on river party culture, outdoor assault + sobriety. See Her Outside Podcast.

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In this episode of the See Her Outside Podcast, host Angie Lake talks with Acadia Gantz, a midwife, trail running coach, and former river guide and ski patroller, about sexual assault in outdoor guiding culture. Acadia Gantz describes how party culture becomes part of seasonal outdoor work: guides living, working, and playing together for weeks and months, cash tips in their pockets, and no responsibilities once the day is done. On ski patrol, she watched a one-woman-per-team policy get presented as equality while it kept every female patroller isolated and managed by men.

Acadia shares her experience of sexual assault by a senior river guide during her first season at a river company in Idaho, and why reporting felt impossible when he was protected at every level of the company. She talks about what trauma-informed support from outdoor companies could look like, beyond an HR contact in an office 100 miles away, and how burnout and unprocessed trauma drive the fast guide turnover that keeps guiding from becoming a long-term career.

The conversation follows the years she spent self-medicating with alcohol, disordered eating, and ultrarunning, and her four attempts at the Bear 100 endurance run. Acadia explains how a disordered relationship with alcohol can hide inside an answer like “three to five drinks a month,” how getting sober in 2023 brought her trauma to the surface during the race, and how a sobriety community and EMDR therapy changed the way trail running felt in her body.

Listeners will hear why Acadia Gantz decided to publish her story, how she told her parents first, and what happened after: messages from other survivors, apologies from people at the company, and connections to researchers and authors working on sexual assault and harassment in the outdoor industry. For any woman who is still silent about what happened to her in an outdoor job, her message is direct: as alone as it feels right now, you’re not alone.

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